even now

Ever get to do something that you know you used to love to do but haven't gotten to do in quite a while? And as you're doing it memories flood back and remind you just how it was once your favorite thing on the earth to do. And you don't want that moment to ever end. But it does. But it leaves you with a smile on your face and in a mood that strangely resembles contentment, save for that little spot of sadness lodged somewhere in your consciousness...

And then a few minutes later you just can't take it anymore and a few tears force their way to the surface and roll unimpeded down your face.

And you try to go on with your day, your life. But for some reason the rest just doesn't seem to matter as much anymore.


music: "Even Now" -- Dashboard Confessional




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